I sat on the edge of her bed while Danny unpacked her small suitcase.
“Can I ask you something?” I said.
He turned.
“Of course.”
“Why did you wait so long to come back?”
He sat beside me.
“I was scared.”
“Of me?”
“Not of you. Of what you might think.”
I frowned.
“I don’t understand.”
“I thought you might blame me for Jesse leaving. I thought you might be angry that I didn’t tell you where he was. And after he died, I didn’t know how to face you.”
I reached for his hand.
“You were a boy, Danny.”
He looked down.
“I know. But I still felt like I had failed him.”
“You didn’t fail him.”
He began to cry.
I pulled him into a hug.
For years, I had wondered whether Jesse had survived.
Danny had carried that answer alone.
And he had carried it for far too long.