“Correct.”
“Then why give me an organ?”
He looked down at his hands.
“I heard about you from Mara.”
I knew Mara through work.
They had worked together years earlier.
“She told me what was happening.”
“Lots of people need kidneys.”
“I know.”
“So why me?”
He was quiet for a moment.
Then:
“I got tested.”
“And?”
“I matched.”
“That doesn’t explain anything.”
Ethan looked directly at me.
“Once I knew I could help, walking away felt like making a decision not to.”
That was all he ever gave me.
HE NEVER CHANGED HIS MIND
There were more tests.
Psychological evaluations.
Consent forms.
Legal paperwork.
Appointments where doctors repeatedly reminded Ethan he could back out.
He never did.
On surgery morning, he found me crying behind the curtain.
“Hey.”
I wiped my face.
“You’re supposed to be the brave one.”
“You’re the idiot donating a kidney.”
“One kidney.”
“Still an idiot.”
He pulled the curtain shut behind him.
“Then you owe me something.”
I looked up.
“What?”
“Use it well.”
The operation worked.
The kidney began functioning almost immediately.
When I woke up—
Ethan was alive.
So was I.
And somehow, within days, he had recovered enough to become extremely annoying.
HE KEPT SHOWING UP
Ethan wandered into my hospital room wearing ridiculous non-slip socks and carrying pudding he definitely wasn’t supposed to have.
“You look awful.”
I stared at him.
“You donated a kidney, not your manners.”
“Those were never eligible.”
I laughed.
Then grabbed my incision.
“Stop making me laugh.”
He grinned.
“Finally found leverage.”
After we were discharged, Ethan kept appearing.
Sometimes with groceries.
Sometimes books.
Once with a fern.
“You saved my life and now you’re giving me homework?”
“Correct.”
“What homework?”
“Keep the fern alive.”
“I can barely keep myself alive.”
“Then consider this advanced training.”
Friendship came quietly.
Then quickly.
Maybe that happens when someone has already given you something enormous before you know what kind of music they like.
I learned Ethan hated olives.
Loved old detective movies.
Fixed everything people asked him to fix.