Noah sat up violently and scrambled backward until his body struck the headboard. He fought for breath. His eyes were fixed on Evelyn, but he seemed unable to recognize her.
Daniel held him carefully by the forearms and spoke in a slow, steady voice.
“You’re at home, son. That’s your mother. Look at her. You’re safe.”
Evelyn remained frozen in the doorway.
Marks from medical electrodes covered Noah’s chest.
A bandage circled his left wrist.
This was not what she had first imagined.
But none of it was normal.
“What the hell is happening?” Evelyn demanded. “Who do those shoes belong to? Why is Noah sleeping in your bed? What have you both been hiding from me?”
Daniel put on a robe and pulled the blanket around Noah. The young man was shaking and sweating, repeating the same words so softly they were barely audible.
“Don’t shut the door… don’t shut the door…”
Evelyn stepped closer.
Noah recoiled.
That movement wounded her more deeply than any affair could have.
For nineteen years, she had always been the person who could calm him.
Now he looked at her as if she were a stranger.
“Tell me everything,” she ordered.
Daniel walked into the hallway.
He picked up the burgundy shoe and held it with care.
“They belonged to Rebecca.”
Evelyn felt the floor move beneath her feet.
Rebecca, her younger sister, had died five years earlier in a crash on Interstate 55. Evelyn had never been able to say her name without feeling consumed by guilt. She had canceled the trip at the last minute, leaving Rebecca to drive fourteen-year-old Noah to his tournament.
Noah survived.
Rebecca did not.
“Those shoes were stored in my mother’s basement,” Evelyn said. “Why did you bring them here?”
Daniel lowered his gaze.
“Because Noah began hearing her walking.”
Evelyn gave a short, disbelieving laugh.
“Don’t make things up, Daniel.”
“I’m not inventing anything. Seven weeks ago was the anniversary of the accident. Noah stopped sleeping. He said Rebecca walked through the hallway every night and stopped outside his bedroom door. I found the shoes while I was searching through some boxes. I thought that if he saw them and understood where the sound in his memory came from, he might be able to face it.”
“You placed my dead sister’s shoes at the front door because you thought it would cure him?”
“It was a terrible decision. I know that.”
Evelyn looked back toward the bedroom.
Noah remained curled tightly into himself, staring at the doorway.
“What happened to his wrist?”
Daniel waited far too long before answering.
Then Evelyn noticed a blue folder on the nightstand.
She reached it before he could stop her.
Inside were prescriptions, neurological reports, emergency-room records, and paperwork from a psychiatric hospital.
She checked the date.
Eighteen days earlier.
“Severe anxiety episode. Dissociative symptoms. Extreme sleep deprivation. High-risk behavior.”
Nausea rose in her throat.
“High-risk behavior?” she repeated. “What did he do?”
“He locked himself in the bathroom with sleeping pills,” Daniel admitted quietly. “I broke the lock and got inside. He had not taken a life-threatening amount, but the doctors said he could no longer be left alone.”
