MY SON CALLED AT 2:13 A.M. AND WHISPERED, “MOM, TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS, HIDE, AND BE CAREFUL AROUND DAD.”

“The fuses tripped. I got scared and stayed with the neighbor.”

He hugged me. He smelled like cologne and disinfectant.

As I poured coffee, Toby texted again.

“Mom, I found three new policies. You’re the insured. Dad is the beneficiary.”

Below it was a figure that made me grip the cup until my fingers hurt:

24 million dollars.

In that moment, I realized my husband hadn’t come into the house in the middle of the night to scare me.

He’d come to make sure I was never a problem for him again.

PART 2

I need to tell you about Toby, because my son saved my life, and he did it from four hundred miles away.

Toby is nineteen. He’s my son from before Christopher — his father passed when Toby was small — and he’s in his second year studying computer science at a university several states away.

He’s the reason I’m alive to write this.

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