That night, I slept with a chair wedged against my bedroom door.
I didn’t know why I did it.
Maybe when a woman has been pushed to the very edge of humiliation, she starts hearing danger in every tiny sound.
The next day, I went to the ultrasound appointment alone.
I wore a loose dress.
I combed my hair neatly.
I put on lipstick, even though my hand wouldn’t stop trembling.
Not for Diego.
For myself.
For the baby inside me, who was not to blame for any of this.
The clinic smelled faintly of antiseptic alcohol, baby powder, and the suppressed fear of young mothers.
Dr. Salinas greeted me with a gentle voice.
“Are you here alone?”
I nodded.
“My husband says this baby isn’t his.”
The doctor didn’t look surprised.
She didn’t judge me either.
She simply asked me to lie down.
The cold gel touched my belly, making me shiver slightly.
The screen lit up.
I held my breath.
At first, there was only a blurry shadow.
Then a tiny dot appeared.
Then that sound filled the room.
A heartbeat.
Strong.
Rapid.
Alive.
I covered my mouth with my hand, and tears immediately spilled down my face.
“Hello, my love,” I whispered.
Dr. Salinas smiled faintly.
But that smile disappeared quickly.
She moved the probe in another direction.
Her brows furrowed slightly.
She enlarged the image on the screen.
Then she checked the date of my last period again.
After that, she looked at my medical file one more time.
“Mrs. Laura…” Her voice slowed. “When exactly did you say your husband had his vasectomy?”
