At 19, my best friend and I made a promise about turning 60; then my landline phone rang.

“I know.”

His

voice was quiet.

I felt angry, but mostly I felt tired.

“I tried to hold on.”

Jeffrey looked toward the window.

“When your letters slowed down, I thought your father had been right. I thought you were moving on.”

“My letters slowed down because yours did.”

My friend nodded.

“I know that now. I actually knew before the wedding.”

I stared at him.

“I know that now.”

He continued.

“Your father visited me.”

“What?”

“He came to tell me he’d been wrong.”

My father had died the following year after

a long illness.

Jeffrey said that my father began regretting what he’d done. He gave Jeffrey the wooden box as an apology; it included letters he’d sent to my mother before they married.

“Your father visited me.”

My father was also in love with someone whose parent thought they were making a mistake. But if he had listened then,

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